Testimony

I didn't asked you about Jesus, I knew you know Him too. Even very well maybe.

For a thousand years ago, He died for us. He tortured for us, everyone spat Him without knew Him well. He was a good God. He was brought us peaceful in our heart. Oh, He was a great great God and Father. But I was did something that make Him sad. Or maybe He not wanted to saw me again. Other possibility, if I was in His periods, i was died. I think that for now.

I was did it for maybe 15 years on my life. Hmm, maybe for 13 years i did it. Did you knew it? Oh, I'm sorry guys. I couldn't tell you about 'it'. Just me and Jesus knew it:) Let me told you how i feel. If you did it, actually you feel like flew and couldn't remember about how great your God was. And if it over, you was feel scary, confused, or something else. You feel on the dark side. You couldn't saw in the dark right? And absolutely, you would feel very and so far with God. So poor me:( But I couldn't stopped it. I didn't know why.

Oh God, so sorry. And for you guys, please don't be like me. You will never come back to God. I think you can, but that's need much time. i think:( Why I tell you that? because i feel it too. I can't remove it from my live. Like a BONDAGE (I see it on Google. Haha).

I hope this July can be a good and special July. You know why? Because in this month, i will celebrate my birthday. I wish I can be a more more good student. Jesus's student absolutely. I wish everyone can remember my birthday. And so many wishes:(

I don't know with who i must tell my story. My friends? I haven't a close or bestfriends now:) My parents? Oh, i will say BIG NO for it:| My God? I feel so inappropriate if I think about it. See? I just think about it:|

I will try and try. Not from my strange, not from my brain, but from God. I know He love me so much. And never let me go. His hand is so strong guys! He WILL catch you if you down. He WILL guide you until the end of your life. So trust Him, my story just a testimony. I hope that usefull for you, in order you can do the best for Him. Cause He already give your the best of the best for you life.

Thanks God.

Happy July:*