My Little Diary

Hey bloggie, I wanna share you my own little diary that I was read it before.
check this out !

Hey little diary:) Today I'll move on from Superstar. I know he wants the best for us and I don't wanna disturb his schedule for his college and his success. So much things that he wanna do, and I don't wanna disturb it. So sad, because I must move on from him., because of I love him so much. I don't know why it happens with me, some thing that I know is I wanna be with him. I know its my ego, but I hope we can be together soon. He says that he want to move on Berlin for college and live on there. I wish we can meet again soon. 
I have a close friend again, his name Ind, he has college on UKP, Surabaya, and I hope too we can be more from good friends. I wanna forget Superstar too little diary.
Hope all will be better and I can take some lessons from it all :) Bye little diary. Thanks. 

That's so funny story, right? I just blind because of a man that I have never know him and never meet him. My friends say that he is a liar. If he love me, he will take some time for me, and make me like his first priority. And why he isn't make me on his first priority? Because he never and never loves me like he loves other girls. I must trust my friends and believe on they say. I have think more and more again, and I know I'm false, I am in a wrong choices. I stay have praying for him and for me. I wanna the best for my life and I know it's on God's hand. Not on my hand. Not on all my plans.
God, I hope You can show me what do you want to me. But thank you for everything that have done in my life :)

Thank you for your time bloggie :) Good night.