You Hurt Me Again !

dear my lovely bloggie :*

fine, this is the day

the day after you have a relationship with your girl :)

congratulation friend ! 

i hope she's be the best for you and make a good and best story in your life :)

i hope you can smile always

make you right way with her

have a good report for your second semester

and i hope she can change you, all youself :)

i'll always praying for you boy

you know one thing?
do you remember something?

i always say to you boy, always :)

if you need somebody to talk and spend you time, you can text me

i'll reply your text message if i can

all i can do, i'll do for you and paint some smile on you face :)

i'd like the way you smile boy :D

but if you don't need me again, no problem

you can go anywhere that you want, and leave me :')

i'm okay, and i feel 'you always do it for me'

okay, i'm here alone now

i know that i have someone who loves me so much

but bloggie, you know about that right?
i can't love him with all my heart again

i think ;)

feel so empty with him and nothing special again

maybe 2 days ago or 3 days ago, i have thinking something

on my first month maybe until 3 months, my relationship was doing great and excited me !

but on 4 months until 6 months, my feeling had changed :)

i know why, because we doing something that we can't do it

i think not we can't, we can do that, but i have God 

and what we do is make God sad, cry, sad, and cry again

i'm so tired to say sorry with God, and i know God so tired too to see me (maybe us) like that and do that

sorry boy, so sorry for you

and thanks you always loving me, take care of me, and give me a better life (maybe)

and right back again bloggie ! :)

so tired too that i must like this

you take me flying on air, make me feeling so happy, excited and  all of them

just only one day, you can make me so crazy !

in my room, i laughing, smiling on my way, 'jingkrak-jingkrak'

like a crazy girl right?

so poor me for now

i can't be yours :)

so many questions on my mind boy,

why you can't go out from my mind?

why you can't go out from my heart?

from my brain?

from my body? or anything that i have?

why? why? and why?

you hurt me boy :')

once again you hurt me, and now you're happy !

yeah ! very happy to get someone that you very love

but i can't :')

i can't someone who i love

maybe next time, and not you again

i hope i can get a boy who better than all my ex :)

tall, white skin, cool man, romantic, so close with God

he like to serve and make God happy with his life

honesty and responsibility

and anything else !

my bloggie, you know something?

i think i like Nam bloggie

yeah ! really realy like Nam

you know Nam?

the girl who play on Thai film, Crazy Little Thing Called Love?

you must watch that film !

i want to get a boyfriend like the man who play in that film too !

so handsome boy ! hahaha :D

in that film, Nam is a ugly girl

soo ugly girl !

but, she wants to change herself into a beautiful girl to make the man who name's Shone (Mario Maurer) love her

i like that bloggie :(

i change all myself for him

starts from my style on my text message, my style in dresses

all is for him, and make him love me bloggie

and i think that haven't a use at all :)

that's so unless thing and stupid thing that i do bloggie :(

so poor me right?

huftt :(

i think this sound of my heart is too long

sorry bloggie :(

i just have no one who i can tell about this feeling

so sorry bloggie :*

i hope you understand

you hurt me again :')