On My Wrong Choice

boy : hi sweetie :*

girl : hi my bebby :*

boy : how are you?

girl : fine bebb, you? :)

boy : fine yoo honey *hug

girl : are you tired bebb?

boy : noo, why? 

girl : no problem, just ask :D

boy : hahahaha *hug

girl : heheheh *smile

and the other laugh :|

yeah, just that's that i know in a relationship

and that's happens to on my relationship :)

that's happens in 1 until 3 months on my relationship..

maybe until 4 months :)

but on 4 until 5 months, that's changed

my love not full again to him

my love is slowly gone

and on 6 months, my love more and more gone

i'm so afraid and so disappointed on that time

and i don't know what i must do that time :|

so confused right?

i want to finish my relationship

yeah, i think a good idea for my life

i have pray to God, and i think God's answer is i have to finish my relationship now :)

and i 'd be brave and i tell him to finish it now (at that time i mean)

but he can't accept my decision and stars to cry

very confused right?

yeah ! i'm confused my friends :')

and i thinking again, praying and thinking, praying, talking to my heart, and anything else that i can do

then my choice is 'okay okay, i'm not 'end' our relationship'

he give thanks to me and we starts again until now :)

and i think that's a very bad relationship on my LIFE

yeah i think :')

i'm sorry boy, so sorry :(

i;m sorry on  deepest of my heart :)

now i'm in a wrong choice

i'm so confused

what i must do now God? ;(

i'm sorry, this choice make me so far with You

i can't feel you again

eyes of my heart is blind and i can't see you :(

so sorry God, so sorry :(

i think i want to die

yeah! DIE !

i can't stand here and just say 'hahahaha'

i want to changed God :(

i want

but help mee now :(